In this post, I detail how my account has been effectively permbanned. The ultimate reason is a lot of deleted questions that I realized were irrelevant and became disinterested in.
When I joined this site, I assumed it was a forum like any other, where "delete" meant delete. Apparently, however, delete just destroys your ability to participate on the site. I have no way to remedy these deleted posts and the reality is, when I was doing all the posting and deleting, I was new and I had no idea that I was permanently ruining this account.
In every community I've ever been a part of, new members are granted more freedoms to screw up because, definitionally, they're new. This community doesn't do that.
Short of creating a new account, which I've been told would amount to a circumvention of system restrictions, I have no way of continuing to participate on the physics Stack Exchange website. I've only been active in the last two months and already I am fully ostracized.
You should allow new members to reset their reputation if they fall into this trap. I would've posted very differently if I had known how utterly different the rules are on this website.
I don't know what to do. I have no way to fix this account and making a new one is apparently worse than deleting posts (which is apparently the worst thing ever).
Since I have been permanently banned from the Physics Stack Exchange for no reason other than deleting my own posts and with absolutely no recourse, this is likely my last post and I would simply like to tell all of you that, in my experience, you have no consideration, respect, interest in, or dignity for new members on your forum.